Posted because I can, plus the bf loves this annoying pose I have done for years and years!
You can think you’re happy but it’s false happiness and forced. It seems like you’re happy because you’re desperate to be happy with that one person! You try and try to make it happiness you share but it’s always 98% hard work and 2% thinking you have achieved happiness. Then one day, after the heart ache of a break up, seeing the other person with someone else and then you find you’re sat talking to that person which you desperately desired happiness with as a friend and you realise it all. Only now that I am being treated like I’m worth something, being loved, made to feel special, feel protected, can be silly without feeling stupid, enjoy every second of being with someone and never wanting to be apart from them, that I now know what happiness is.
So happy, finally..
Même après seulement deux semaines d’être bien ensemble et en sachant qu’il est hors voyager pendant 8 semaines, je suis si heureux et même pas inquiet. Je sais déjà qu’il va rentrer à la maison pour moi et être fidèle alors qu’il est là-bas voir le monde. Je n’ai jamais connu quelqu’un à mes yeux d’être aussi adorable, doux et affectueux, comme il est .. J’espère que dans quelques mois je suis encore en disant cela, mais je suis confiant, je serai.. <3
le commencement de quelque chose stupéfiant
So after being a number one fan since the beginning, Monday night was the final announcement of the split of the boys :( Im not gonna lie I predicted it would happen after they became a 4 then a 5 piece, the 4 gave a good added sound but the 5 just took it too far in my opinion. I miss the guys playing as a 3 piece ALOT!
Oh well tattoo will be had! I wish all the luck in the world to them now and look forward to any new stuff or reunions that may be had! big love to them xxxxx
heart’s all gone
take off the gloves
we fell in love by the side of the road
this desert will break you down
the veins you cut
your smoking tongue is the end of us all
but you only care about
fame and fortune
watching others tortured
casting your reflection
grocery store perfection
this is the last time
sent to the front line
with dirty boots on the ground
you said i’ll make this all mine
you seemed so sweet at the start but the start’s all wrong
you say you speak from your heart but your heart’s all gone
blackjack and architect
let’s drink ourselves to death
the crimes of everyone
passed down from father to son
hopeless and destitute
destroyed my gratitude
your strongest lines of defense
are all just self-inflicted wounds